Yes yes I know my blogs are few and far between but I just have to tonight. For the past year and a month I have had basically no kitchen....I've learned how to do with little you could say lol. My sweet and most beloved husband had this grand idea to build me this awesome kitchen that would be just "the best thing ever" he said. Well, LIFE happened. His hours got cut his pay got cut he then got LAID OFF. LOL sooooo the kitchen kinda fell off to the way side and that little dream seemed to be put on hold foreverish lol.
BUT in the meantime we had little Liam and wondered how are we gonna get a van. LOVE happened a little birdie who'd not want to be named gave us the money to get a van. With the understanding we could pay them back at tax time and such. This was the biggest deal to us I mean it just gave us such a faith builder and the boost we needed to feel uplifted. We also around that time found out about the Duggars. They have been a HUGE inspiration to us as have the Bates. The more we read about them and watched them the more we just felt so moved by God to start trusting in him in ALL aspects of our lives. Of course that brings those who would judge us and bla...BUT that doesn't matter because we know that our hearts are set on the Lord and this his timing and his alone will decide all things in our lives. From apart from him we can do nothing AMEN?
Ok so we have placed our faith in God on how many and when our children shall come. It is what he has put on us to do. Ya know what I've been so happy and so less stressed since doing so. Not just children but EVERY part of our lives. Things just fall into place and he continues to lead and guide us in every thing we do and see. Even our children have drawn closer to him and say we should thank God for doing this for us.
The one thing that still just seemed out of reach was you guessed it the KITCHEN lol ...but ya know what I decided to not let it take away my HAPPINESS and guess what.....about two weeks maybe 3 God gave us money to start working on the rebuild of the kitchen!! Right after I said ok I'm just gonna put this in your hands again, let go and be happy no matter if I wash dishes in the bath tub for the rest of my life...and there it came and HUGE gift to us. Tonight I washed dishes in my kitchen sink and began to put things way in my new cabinets! What a gift what an awesome feeling. What a mighty God we serve.
The next time you feel down or see someone around you feeling down or sorry for themselves say to them you know what god has given us Life, Love, and Happiness! It's all provided by HIM and him alone. You don't need a spouse, kids, great job, money, huge home...NOPE you just need him and your faith and trust in him.
Monday, January 4, 2010
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