just have to write again

My goodness two nights in a row that I am actually blogging! I can't help myself though. My husband and I just watched the most depressing horrid movie EVER well I'm not sure if ever but pretty darn close! It was called Revolutionary Road. I found myself just hoping God please let this get better. *warning do not continue to read if you plan on watching it and don't want it spoiled* I knew from the get go she was going to kill herself/accidently die something like that. Just kinda predictable on that account for me at least. It was so tragic. The thing that got me the most was she was truly so CRAZY in the head. She just couldn't be satisfied with the wonderful things she did have in life. The guy now granted he did cheat on her and that was HORRID but he truly loved her and was trying to do his best! I mean Lord lord he wanted to provide for his wife and family to take care of them. All because she couldn't move off to paris and have a job there she goes and has a home abortion and dies! Why couldn't she be thankful for the blessing of a child and the blessing of a husband that loved her and wanted to be there and take care of her and the children. She couldn't be happy just living life she wanted to "BE SOMEBODY" well ya know what we ARE ALL SOMEBODY! Even the lowest of the low joe shmoo at your work place or the mommy of 4 with sometimes clean hair lol the jobless the homeless the crazy man...even bad people like irs people and collectors and murderes and all that they are somebody. We will ALL give an account someday before God for how we lived our life and the things we did in it and the thankfulness of our heart fot the things he gave us even the challanges! I know I'm bad at spelling and grammer when I blog most the time and I know it usually doesn't flow and that it's not usually all cool and whimsy filled and yadda yadda...but I have to write about things on my heart....and that movie just put back in my heart what has been there for so long BE HAPPY for what you HAVE and do not POUT over things you WISH you had! God will give us all we need!