First toothy

Well finally after all the swelling an going down and swelling and going down and crying and aggrivation C has her first tooth to have broken through!!!!! I'm so excited!! She will finally have teeth to break things down instead of just gumming them to death lol poor dear she LOVES food and LOVES to eat just has a hard time doing so for obvious reasons so now she will be able too!!!

The feelings you bring can't believe you'll be 6 soon

Empty till there was you...a void of nothing and yet saddness a wondering would there ever be completeness.....a stick of two pink lines...a feeling of happiness and fear...oh God what if this one passes away too....months of planing of happiness of excitement of complete joy...growing a life growing inside me that was you...movement causes sweet anticipation to grow all the more...days pass by to weeks weeks to months and months into the morning of May 6th 2003. Then the night when they lay you into my arms...tears oh the tears of joy that ran down my face when they gave me the most perfect thing I'd ever seen....beautiful you....my Miss Mak...my love my life...my first born baby girl.